Everytime i look back, i saw you following me. Every time i walk away, i feel you chasing me. Every time i feel alone, but you were standing beside me. Every time i try to push you away, no matter how hard i try, you will never leave me. I dont know how lucky i am to have you. All i wanna do is live my life the way i want to. I dont need you, i just wanna be alone like i used to.
But you said to me
" If you can find someone who can take care of you, who will love you, who can protect you. I will let you be and leave you alone "
Why do i feel pain all the time. Why do i pick on you and never be contented with what I have. Have i changed? I know my heart feels the same for you. Why do i hurt you when i know i'm so numbed with pain. I used to have nothing, so i have never cared for others feelings, never cared for being hurt. But now i have everything, i feel so hurt and pained so fear of losing what i have. I have everything because i have you. i am able to face what i'm going through now becos you are always beside me. I am not afraid becos you love me. I am strong becos i know there is still someone who believes in me. How could i be so silly to make you go away...
I'm not being mushy. I'm being proud of you. I'm not being all lovey dovey, I'm being touched that you have pulled me through. It doesnt matter whether people knows what we going through. Because you understand me. Who would spend much time understanding me, unlocking my heart, walking into my world, pull me out of my dark hole. Again and again ,you did it without fail.
You were my summer breeze, my winter sun, my springtime soul, my autumn touch of gold Yeah
And you were my sky, my rain, the earth in which my love goes strong
The smile of my heart and the breath of my soul
Even if we find ourselves apart
We will hold our hopes and dreams
Forever in our hearts
- I will still love you - Britney Spears
